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Im sick of, I&#8217;m exhausted from and I cant bring myself to do for longer than 20 minutes, and that is a hard pill to swallow. Not just because writing has been a favorite hobby of mine and outlet for years, but because thats simply so disheartening. But thats besides the point, I feel sick and nauseated by my recent lifestyle and I am sad bc tomorrow I get my wisdom teeth out and maybe that fear is contributing to how I&#8217;m feeling as I write this to you. Im working on becoming a writer and I personally believe that comes with pushing through the dragging feeling of never wanting to type a word or pick up a writing utensil ever again. Which technically is this entry exactly. I worked very hard to get this site where it is right now, I must use that to my advantage. 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